Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Peace and Quiet

I don’t have children. I will someday, but not yet. I have 2 dogs, 2 cats and a husband. Already, I crave quiet. I don’t like background TV or movies so loud the neighbors are enjoying them also. I like a clean house. On Saturdays when my husband is at work, I sit down to play the piano and hours pass doing this soothing activity before I have the chance to realize time has even lapsed at all. I read books, I write (and dream about making a living doing it), I scrapbook…and I do it all in such a level of quiet that when the clock strikes on the hour I jump. That’s the kind of silence I like. That is serenity to me. That is peace.

This, my friends, is a bridge over the Laramie River. April in Wyoming means spring to Wyoming-ites, but it is still quite chilly. That means the walking paths are totally clear. No one is out in the brisk cold. No dogs are barking. No children are running up and down it screaming. No grown ups are jogging and attempting to sing along to their ipod. What that means is that this is also, at this time of year, peace.


There comes a time when the green belt is so full of people and playing children that the crowds overflow onto the river banks for picnics and flying kites and while I appreciate the beauty of that season, this quiet season ranks as my favorite.

Walk this path in April and you will feel the abrupt chill of the Wyoming air placing prickling kisses on your cheeks. You will feel your cheeks turning a beautiful rosy red and the tip of your nose slowly becoming the temperature of the cool, early spring air. You will hear the wind whispering through the tree branches, down the trunk, across the barely sprouting glass, rushing up the path to your worn-out tennis shoes and traveling the length of your body up to your ears and telling you a story. Everyone hears their own story…some of trouble, some of happiness, some of strife, some of gain, some of riches, some of gold, some of beauty, some of rags, some of hope, some of despair, some of the future, some of the past. But each story is similar in that it is quietly whispered for only the listener to hear.

The river isn’t pretty right now, it is dark and cold. It is low and recovering from the harsh realities of winter. Very few fish jump from it. No ducks float it. You see the occasional, lonely crane. The trees aren’t green yet. The grass isn’t growing yet. The skies aren’t even completely blue yet. This time, this is nature’s quiet time. This is the time of year that coincides so perfectly with my version of peacefulness I can’t help but take advantage of it because soon, very, very soon…this exact spot will be bustling with activity, summer sports, sprawling vegetation, baby rabbits, jumping fish….and lots and lots of mosquitoes.

Hello April, I think I’d like it if you stayed awhile.

Friday, April 8, 2011

It's Okay Friday


It's Okay...


*To be sore from walking. I suggest you try speed walking the real way, with the legs pumping and the arms swinging and the hips rotating and I promise, you'll be sore, too!


*To drag your husband to the movie HOP, laugh the whole way through it, love it, want to own it, and do all of that without a child in tow.


*To be so busy you don't blog in a week, except to return and do It's Okay Friday!


*To ride your bike places. When you're a teenager and you see people riding their bikes you think it is so uncool you're sure you'll never do it. Well, I love being grown-up because now it is so cool.


*To be excited for spring and summer! I want impromptu star gazing, BBQ, camping trips, hiking, drives through mountains and so much more in my life stat.


*To freaking love frozen grapes! Holy smokes delicious!


*To think Saturday is the perfect day for cleaning and laundering while my husband is at work.


*To use a charcoal grill instead of propane. Challenge me on that. I dare you.

Friday, April 1, 2011

It's Okay Friday!


It’s Okay…


*To have bawled my eyes out during this week’s episode of Army Wives, start to finish, and wonder how on earth the families do it. I am eternally grateful and awed.


*To have had such a full heart while visiting Lucas in Gillette, be proud of the amazing man he’s become, yet still miss the days of sitting on the kitchen counter and being YOUNG while Mom cooked dinner. Miss the free dinner, the worry-less life (you know, because she was paying the bills), good conversations, limitless laughs…miss it, a lot.


*To think that the game “Angry Birds” is about the most stupid thing ever invented. Ever.


*To be grateful for the opportunity to plan on spending 4 days helping with my grandparents but have a heavy heart over missing my first Easter with my husband as a result.


*To have an e-bay addiction.


*To secretly pray my children get Doug’s left eye 20/20 vision and right eye 20/25 vision….please Lord don’t saddle them with blindness and a lifetime of eye doctors, contacts, glasses, coke bottle lenses and struggling to see things right in front of them.


*To celebrate my 2.6 pound weight loss last week, even though this week I gained a pound. I travelled, ok?!?!


*To have to work regularly to be grateful for my job and not resentful of it.


*To buy a new dress for a wedding, as long as it’s a bargain deal, even if you already have a lot of dress options.


*To be able to appreciate the occasional shining moment in the musical Grey’s, but also be able to admit that there were some seriously awful moments as well.


*To have been eating zero point food for two days and saving my weekly over points for the Melting Pot tonight. I’m going on my first real “date” with my husband in months!


Happy Friday!!